Hi, I am Paolo. An awkward boy with a blog. I eat, sing, dream and stay in my room a lot. I am 19 years old, quite old for this but who cares. I came here in tumblr because of my friend, she taught me everything about this. At first I had a photo blog then now, this personal blog. That girl is now my girlfriend. She secretly said yes to me last September 04, 2013.
I am not a romantic guy, I barely can keep a secret but you know what, I am the most real person you could ever meet. Talk to me so we can be friends. Sorry I'm afraid of approaching people first because I was rejected a lot before. So yeah. Have fun.
Blogging since 06 | 11 | 13

August 27, 2014. We became legal to her family. ❤

19 August 2014

Since my sleeping pattern is messed up all over again, I’m going to blog.
Today, I went to Divisoria to buy some needed materials for our family business. It was traffic, warm and lots of students were all rushing that I was not able to sit on LRT. I was alone around people and I didn’t care because I know at the end of the day, my home is waiting for me to come back. When I got home, me and the love of my life texted and agreed to meet after her class. I was able to prepare myself on time but I arrived in our meeting place late. It was because of the traffic in Pantok where people were preparing for Fiesta.
When I got there, we first let our friend ride home safely then we discussed where to go, Starbucks or Frank & Charles? It was like Seven o’clock at that time and we were starving but we were craving for Starbucks. Opportunity cost, we chose Frank & Charles. There we ate Garlic Chicken which was really good and drink red tea and chocolate rocket. It was the dinner of the year, lol. After having dinner, we went to Puregold to buy some Pasalubong. Then we went home.
I love the feeling of loving the person who gives you the same kind of love. There’s no better nor worse, just pure love. All in all, though I was tired, it was an amazing day. 💚

16 August 2014
Just got home from my baby’s!
It was nice to have dinner with her family. Even without the presence of her Dad, I still felt like they accept me as part of theirs’. It was like an orientation for me to be able to get comfortable with them. We are getting officially legal on her Dad’s birthday, I am excited and nervous at the same time. Her Mom told me that her Dad of course is getting some indications that me and his daughter are couple and maybe he’s just waiting for us to tell him. Still, I feel nervous because it was just a conclusion and the opposite may happen. But I am ready because I love her and she’s gonna be my wife so I should start presenting myself as her boyfriend first. Lol.
It was a good day. Haven’t blogged in a while. Been busy in school big time. Can’t promise to continue daily blogging but I’ll deffo update when good things like this happen. ❤

Just got home from my baby’s!
It was nice to have dinner with her family. Even without the presence of her Dad, I still felt like they accept me as part of theirs’. It was like an orientation for me to be able to get comfortable with them. We are getting officially legal on her Dad’s birthday, I am excited and nervous at the same time. Her Mom told me that her Dad of course is getting some indications that me and his daughter are couple and maybe he’s just waiting for us to tell him. Still, I feel nervous because it was just a conclusion and the opposite may happen. But I am ready because I love her and she’s gonna be my wife so I should start presenting myself as her boyfriend first. Lol.
It was a good day. Haven’t blogged in a while. Been busy in school big time. Can’t promise to continue daily blogging but I’ll deffo update when good things like this happen. ❤

13 August 2014

*sorry for not updating, really really busy with my college duties. please don’t unfollow. i’ll make up to everyone once this crap is done.*

11 August 2014
Prepare.
Today’s a busy and stressful day for me and my co-marketing classmates. There were five papers needed to be submitted and three activities needed to be planned carefully today. I can say I have never become this busy in my entire life. I wanted to rest but when I do, those things stroke my mind. I never thought choosing this course can make me feel so depressed and stressed out. I thought Marketing Management was easy, I was wrong. It may be the hardest one of any Business Administration majors or may be not, I don’t know. What I know is I am tired but giving up is not included in my option. I want to graduate, I need to.
This day mostly consists of me discussing in front, writing in our traditional chalk board, brain storming, thinking of strategies how can we able to finish things in peace, organizing my and our calendar schedule and leading my classmates in the right direction. It was the hardest test of patience I have ever experienced. Gladly, I survived the day. There are more days to come that are like this, I am preparing myself because failing to prepare is preparing to fail. So I’d rather continue.

Prepare.
Today’s a busy and stressful day for me and my co-marketing classmates. There were five papers needed to be submitted and three activities needed to be planned carefully today. I can say I have never become this busy in my entire life. I wanted to rest but when I do, those things stroke my mind. I never thought choosing this course can make me feel so depressed and stressed out. I thought Marketing Management was easy, I was wrong. It may be the hardest one of any Business Administration majors or may be not, I don’t know. What I know is I am tired but giving up is not included in my option. I want to graduate, I need to.
This day mostly consists of me discussing in front, writing in our traditional chalk board, brain storming, thinking of strategies how can we able to finish things in peace, organizing my and our calendar schedule and leading my classmates in the right direction. It was the hardest test of patience I have ever experienced. Gladly, I survived the day. There are more days to come that are like this, I am preparing myself because failing to prepare is preparing to fail. So I’d rather continue.

10 August 2014

I do have plans in the future and one of them is having you beside me. I want you to be my partner in life, I want to be your savior. I may be physically weak but I can always think of an idea how to protect you. I want to serve you and give you every thing I can give. I want us to be one.

Hurting you unconsciously makes me feel like hurting myself a lot worse. Sometimes I can get too insensitive and I have no idea what I can do to fix us, even to fix myself. I can also be too dramatic. It is a product of my over thinking mind. I hope I can control it. I want to.

I love you and I always will. I never loved this way before. You know I have an amazing instincts and I feel like you are really the one for me. That we can be infinite. Our infinite will be the biggest one.

It would have been better if I can make my life sound interesting, but how? With very limited vocabulary, with less sense of humor, with the difficulty of expressing feelings? It would have been nice if I can write better, if I can express more but I am limited, and it sucks.

Wifi is back!
I’ve been really busy these passed few days plus our internet connection got unpaid but it’s okay now, obviously. As I was saying, I am/was busy these days because of loads of projects needed to be passed. Deadlines are coming and my classmates specifically Marketing major students are cramming big time. Despite of that, I still find time to relax and enjoy myself, lol. First picture, me and friends went to SSS to get an SSS number. Fortunately, it was very easy and fast. It was the same day on the second picture where we went to Fairview to purposely eat shawarma. Our feasibility study is a shawarma house and it is important to try the most recommended in town. No doubt, it was the best I have ever tasted. Third picture, we were at Pizza Hut to canvass a pizza for our Raffle this coming September. Mr. Oscar Zita (the manager) refused to be interviewed but the sources were already available in the parlor so we just get it. We asked for his picture though, just for documentation. The fourth picture just happened earlier today. I accompanied my baby and some of her feasibility group mates to Antipolo for their survey. We finished fast. We treated ourselves to McDonalds with heaven foods, lol. After that, me and my Baby decided to go to Megamall. We looked for our gifts for each other in our anniversary. We have this concept of giving each other two gifts, one should be in the wish list and second should be a surprise. Hers is a Skater skirt, shoes and a necklace in Forever 21. Mine is polo shirt in Folded and Hung. I am really excited for that day ugh. I plan to buy that week before the exact date of our anniversary and I’m gonna text my bestfriend Arby to accompany or if he’s reading this he’ll know. We ate lunch at Wendy’s because we lacked budget. I was so happy I got to be with her today. I’m smiling like an idiot right now. 😊
Gonna be back on blogging everyday!

6 August 2014

Rainy Season

Say that you love me, even if it’s not true.
And say that this storm is just passing through.
And, baby, tell me you’re not leaving.
It’s just a rainy season.

The air’s getting heavy and we both know why.
So dance one more dance and tell one more lie.
And, baby, let’s keep make believing
That it’s just the rainy season.

We’re taking on water.
And drop after drop we’re destroying this house
And each other.
So make it stop.
Make it stop.

We’re taking on water.
Yeah, drop after drop we’re destroying this house
And each other, yeah.
Please, make it stop.

Wish I could just say and words were enough
To keep you from being the one giving up.
Like the sky letting go for no reason
Yeah, in the rainy season.
Baby tell me, you’re not leaving.
It’s just the rainy season.
It’s just the rainy season.

It’s just the rain
Yeah, it’s just the rain.

It’s just the rainy season.

5 August 2014

Celebration. 🎉
Me and my girlfriend celebrated our 11 months being together. We went for a movie date, a very late simple lunch and a bit window shopping. We watched Guardians of the Galaxy at Sta. Lucia Grand East Mall and ate Sisig for lunch. Despite of heavy rains, we still got to switch malls. We also went to Robinsons East to find stuffs. We planned our gift-giving for our anniversary. One should be a surprise and the other one should be on his/her wish list. I’m quite excited because of our plans for that day. Haha!
At 4:00pm, we decided to go to school because she has a class. I did not have a class so I waited for her outside since I can’t enter the school because I was no wearing uniform. All in all, it was a good and exhausting day. Tomorrow is the start where we will save money for the celebration of our anniversary. 👍

4 August 2014

11 months. ❤
My baby said “everything happens for a reason..” and it’s the thing that it is in my head every time I remember what happened in the morning. Today we planned on having a breakfast at Starbucks, we supposedly be meeting at 9am at the nearest Starbucks cafe. I woke up early because I didn’t want to be late but then something happened. It was a family health problem that I really don’t want to discuss. So yeah, I got in our meeting place almost 10 and my girlfriend has a class at 10:30, obviously, our plan did not go well because of me. You know I really hate when plans are not going to how it actually planned to be. I was pretty pissed off by myself, I punched a wall but it didn’t hurt me. I wanted to hurt myself. I was actually going to cry because of my stupidness. All I was thinking at that moment was I really cannot do anything right. But when I told my girlfriend the reason why I was late, she understood. She made me feel light and she tried to comfort me. I cannot resist her, she gives me so much happiness. I love her, you know? That girl, oh my God, she’s perfect. Sometimes I don’t think I deserve her and I think she’s too good for me but I realized that I own her and she owns me. She’s true and she’s mine.
Tomorrow we planned to do something and we are going to furnish it tonight. We will continue what’s need to be continued. I am excited to see her, I’m always excited to see her. God I’m completely fallen in love with this girl, thankfully, she’s there to catch me.
Baby loves happy 11th and stronger! Let us count days, months, years and even lives together. I love you baby! 😘

2 August 2014

Baby ❤
My parents woke me up because they thought I’ll be leaving early but the truth was I had nowhere to go since the plan to go site visit for our Feasibility study was cancelled for the second time. I didn’t tell them that it was cancelled but still they ordered me to go to Divisoria to buy fabrics. I asked my girlfriend to accompany me but unfortunately she can’t go out because of some reasons. I went to Divisoria, the traffic was quite heavy but thank God it was not raining. Me and my baby were texting and planned to eat together at Flojos Cafe, a cafe we haven’t tried before. 5:00pm at the Plaza, me and my baby met. We went to the cafe and ordered Buffalo Wings and Chock Sundae for dessert, also a Calamari for take out. We were not really satisfied with the food, it was just okay. It was expensive though, we paid 400 pesos just for a platter small wings lol. We ordered calamari to take out for my baby’s parents then we walked in the plaza and to Angono Market. I accompanied her going home and I think it was sweet lol. Then I went home.
I was kind of tired but I’m talking to her right now, yes it’s almost 2am but she gives me some kind of energy and I don’t mind having no sleep for her. 😘 Thanks for reading!

"If only you were here, baby."
Six Word Story (via escafeism)

July Favorites

Here again is my monthly summary of all my favorite things, music, videos and everything. Sharing this with everyone of you gives me so much good feeling.This may be so late but who cares lol, sorry just busy! :) Let me start with..

  • Summerbreak

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Summerbreak is a reality show that is not shown in TV but is just uploaded in Youtube. It is about the life of typical high school students obviously during summer break. I discovered this in one of Andrea Russet’s video then watched the first episode of season 1. I became really curious with the show that I finished the first season in a day. They are so very relatable because they are just like normal teenagers like me that sometimes have problems in family, friends, love and life. Though I notice that they are a lot more liberated than I am when I was in high school but maybe it is because of the culture in America. I become really addicted with this reality show. They are on their Season 2 now and I kind of miss the original casts but still, I will watch this because it is really good.

  • Pradaimage

Prada is the dog of my girlfriend that I have met once and fell inlove with lol. She is a Shih Tzu and a really really cute one that I wanted to bag her everyday. I have always wanted a dog but my Father doesn’t allow me because our family business is in our home and a pet is not the best thing to have when you have sportswear business. Prada is so active and cute and so fluffy lol. I have so became so close to her and I think she also fell inlove to me too lol. Hoping to see this dog again.

  • Frank & Charles

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Omygat yaaaas. This is one of the definitions of life. This is a no-doubter in this list because the burger here tastes like heaven. Though it is a bit expensive, I would definitely save a money just to eat here again. The first and only time I went here was with my girlfriend and I ordered the Original Burger with fires and yes, I died. You know that feeling when you found the right food for your taste buds? Yes yes yes. Lol, I think I sound like a promoter here but you must try this!\

  • Kokit’s Cafe

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Kokit’s cafe is a mini canteen near my girlfriend’s secondary school. She introduced me this place and I fell inlove on how simple the ambiance, the foods offered, everything. It’s also quite cheap and affordable and students always have a discount on the total price. They offered really good Milkshakes and sandwiches and pasta and some foods that you can buy in sari-sari stores but you will get lazy preparing it so you will just go to Kokit’s to pay the original price of that good and the fee of preparing and serving it for you lol. I love going there especially with my Girlfriend because we get a chance to just relax there and talk and just eat. Sorry but I think the only Kokit’s Cafe is located in Angono.

  • And lastly, You got something I need

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You got something I need is a song from One Republic that is on repeat on my phone. I really love this song because it reminds me of my girlfriend. The lyrics “If we only die once, I wanna die with you” and “If we only live once, I wanna live with you” epitomize my love for her. Every time I miss her, I listen to this song because it makes me realize that I am already owned by her and I own her. I wanna make Forever possible and I can only make it with her. Sorry for being cheesy right now, lol.

That’s pretty much my favorite things this month! Thank you for reading and see you on late August! :)

31 July 2014

My day
Sorry if I was not able to blog yesterday. I went home really late and did all my physical responsibilities. I was tired from school but it was a relief to find out that I passed all of my subjects. The lowest score I got is 94% and it is on my major subject so crap. I also got a 100% in one of my subjects so yey. Going back to the reason why I was not able to blog, it was actually not my fault. It was my laptop’s hard drive’s. I immediately called my brother who happens to be a computer technician to fix it. We spent like an hour finding solutions that will not involve replacing the hard drive but we gave up after few discouraging youtube videos. We spent like forever reinstalling all the files and data so basically we used a lot of time. I got home 3:00 am and was feeling drained. Unfortunately, I needed to wake up by 6:00am to attend an orientation in school for incoming OJT so basically I only had 3hours of sleep.
At school, I saw something unexpected that made me question myself, again. Me and my girlfriend had a little fight but we are matured enough to talk about it. We had lunch at Budbod the original lol near Puregold with Shali and me and my baby went to Starbucks to encode and continue doing Chapter 2. I don’t know if I already mentioned this but we are starting our Feasibility study in Chapter 2 because Chapter 1 is kind of a summary and you can’t summarize anything without knowing everything first. The second chapter’s deadline is actually tomorrow so we crammed a bit. We ordered Java Chip each there and Cinnamon Danish. We also had lots of free taste lol.
After Starbucks, I accompanied and waited her to class because she has a 5:00pm class. Then we headed home. I feel sleepy right now because my sleep can’t be enough. Tomorrow I have to wake up earlier than my usual again to go to our school library and make my report for four subjects. It’s really difficult to be a senior student, ugh, more patience. 👊

 
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