Hi, I am Paolo. An awkward boy with a blog. I eat, sing, dream and stay in my room a lot. I am 19 years old, quite old for this but who cares. I came here in tumblr because of my friend, she taught me everything about this. At first I had a photo blog then now, this personal blog. That girl is now my girlfriend. She secretly said yes to me last September 04, 2013.
I am not a romantic guy, I barely can keep a secret but you know what, I am the most real person you could ever meet. Talk to me so we can be friends. Sorry I'm afraid of approaching people first because I was rejected a lot before. So yeah. Have fun.
Blogging since 06 | 11 | 13

Fulfilling day.
I woke up earlier than ever to prepare to go to my classmate’s house. If you have been reading my blog, you will know that we have a project in production management in which we are going to make or invent a certain product, innovative one preferably, and let students and some Professors evaluate it. The point of this project is for us to learn how Production really goes, the stages a specific product goes through before delivering it to consumer and stuffs. We were given a month to prepare, brainstorm, try different products etc and we came up in creating Maja de Blanca with Squash as the main ingredient. Other groups have Pastillas with Vodka dip and Cheesy Pulboron. We only had three weeks to prepare everything, from raw materials to procedures to packaging and to free tasting. Today we had our free tasting and it was very successful. We exceeded our quota with the help of our Area Chairman. It was so fulfilling, the only bad news today is that our defense moved from Monday to before finals. We already planned on creating the paper on Saturday but I guess we will cancel that. Well, I will be out on Saturday by the way because me and my group mates will be site visiting our possible competition for our proposed project in Feasibility study. Oh, it’s also exam week! Holy crap, I will take all of my exams on friday! I literally mean it! Seven subjects in one day. Don’t be surprised if I’m gone insane this week. Lol.
All in all, it was a good day. I like almost of the things that happened today. ☺

20 July 2014

I still had no proper sleep, my brain is exhausted, I am exhausted. I feel like I need to sleep very long but I have to wake up early tomorrow for our production management project. I was tired today preparing, researching, finishing stuffs. I feel like I didn’t have time for myself. Then my girlfriend is not feeling well and I can’t do a single thing to even make her feel better and it makes me feel that I suck at being her boyfriend. I feel like no one really deserves me, she doesn’t deserve me because she deserves better but I want to be better and no one is helping me, with all these responsibilities, family problems and stuffs. I don’t know. I’m so unstable in the middle of better and worse, that if I do good, I’m better and if I do bad, I’m worse. Tomorrow’s gonna be a long day and I don’t think I’m ready.

thekleidoscope:

Frank & Charles, Taytay, Rizal

Yesterday, we were supposed to watch Step Up:All In in the nearest cinema but the number of people standing in line was overwhelming, so we decided to try this newly-built Burger restaurant just quite near in our school. The place was a bit hidden which made the business success really risky. But then, we may never know what the possible purpose is for choosing that place to build that restaurant. However, we believed that the popularity will make that a hit. 

It was actually our first time to try the burger there. It was really good and will make you so full, like so much kidding aside. The taste was just appropriate for its price. My boyfriend tried that something called, ‘The original’ burger and I ordered a platter of cheesy fries plus their Chocolate Rocket with Ice cream on top! Damn I’m getting hungry again. Maybe next time, we’ll try their Chicken wings. I really can’t wait for our next visit because we just love trying new foods together! We’re planning to go to Eastwood next to try some Burger restaurant there or any mouth-watering one. Well, that’s how we bond, I guess. Hihi.

We love eating each other, oh I mean eating and discovering new resto together! 😁

19 July 2014

Yaaaaas.
Today was a bit roller coaster that ended up up ☺. My day started actually on the afternoon because I literally woke up at lunch time. After having lunch, I quickly went to bathroom to clean myself because my baby and me had undecided plans for today and we need to see each other because of certain reasons that primarily me missing her so much. So I was there when my girlfriend and her group mates were discussing their feasibility study. I also joined, lol, maybe I helped, maybe I just annoyed them. After that, we didn’t have an idea to settle where to go so I just said “let’s just go to SM and watch Step Up” since that was the original plan that we discussed before heading out. It didn’t end well because when we got there, the customer line was so long and we were running pretty late. Instead, we went out and look for the newly built Frank & Charles near our school. I didn’t regret going there because oh my God. I literally almost bursted out to tears when I tasted their burger, it was The Best. I ordered the original Frank & charles burger and my baby ordered a plate full of fries and that milkshake that tasted heaven. We were so full and we will definitely come back there. Today we also decided what to do on our Anniversary and that is to have a Food trip at Eastwood! I am excited for that day. 😊
This day went so well and it made me forget the stresses in school. Shoutout to my beautiful girlfriend! ☺

18 July 2014
Stuffs.
Today at school seemed easy and a little bit relaxed, maybe because it’s the last day of the week that almost had no classes because of Glenda. But, all the designated activities for Midterms in almost all of our subjects were already given, including reports, projects and a lot of research. I was stressed out but I don’t have any plans on starting it until Prelim exams are over. I will be busy this coming weekend for the preparation for our Product Display and Presentation on Monday. I am taking things easily because these passed few days, I’m starting to feel very old. Like I want to guide everyone to a right path and things like that. I decided to be relaxed and avoid stress though it is inevitable lol.
I was unhappy this early afternoon because of the thing that happened. I really am not tolerating her to do that, to cut class. It’s not her thing, it’s not our thing. I just feel a little bit disappointed and I’m expecting her to not do it again. I may be a “maluwag” boyfriend but I’m not letting her do stuffs that will not help her.
Thanks for reading. Happy weekends!

Stuffs.
Today at school seemed easy and a little bit relaxed, maybe because it’s the last day of the week that almost had no classes because of Glenda. But, all the designated activities for Midterms in almost all of our subjects were already given, including reports, projects and a lot of research. I was stressed out but I don’t have any plans on starting it until Prelim exams are over. I will be busy this coming weekend for the preparation for our Product Display and Presentation on Monday. I am taking things easily because these passed few days, I’m starting to feel very old. Like I want to guide everyone to a right path and things like that. I decided to be relaxed and avoid stress though it is inevitable lol.
I was unhappy this early afternoon because of the thing that happened. I really am not tolerating her to do that, to cut class. It’s not her thing, it’s not our thing. I just feel a little bit disappointed and I’m expecting her to not do it again. I may be a “maluwag” boyfriend but I’m not letting her do stuffs that will not help her.
Thanks for reading. Happy weekends!

17 July 2014
I thought everything will be back to normal.
I woke up with a smile on my face because it was a bit sunny outside and also the electricity came back last midnight. I didn’t even want to get out of my bed because it’s too comfy. Me and my girlfriend finally had a chance to communicate too. We freaking missed talking to each other. When I was about to eat, it brownout surprisingly. I thought it will not be that long, that Meralco was just fixing their lines but then as the time passes by, the electricity is not coming back. It sucks big time. It’s 4:30pm right now and I’m getting nervous because my battery is almost dead and I need to study because we have quizzes tomorrow but it’s too dim. I want to have classes tomorrow because we have a project next monday that needs to be settled. Ugh.
And 5:35, the electricity came back! Let’s partyyyyyyy. 💃💃💃💃💃
PS. Nothing interesting to capture.

I thought everything will be back to normal.
I woke up with a smile on my face because it was a bit sunny outside and also the electricity came back last midnight. I didn’t even want to get out of my bed because it’s too comfy. Me and my girlfriend finally had a chance to communicate too. We freaking missed talking to each other. When I was about to eat, it brownout surprisingly. I thought it will not be that long, that Meralco was just fixing their lines but then as the time passes by, the electricity is not coming back. It sucks big time. It’s 4:30pm right now and I’m getting nervous because my battery is almost dead and I need to study because we have quizzes tomorrow but it’s too dim. I want to have classes tomorrow because we have a project next monday that needs to be settled. Ugh.
And 5:35, the electricity came back! Let’s partyyyyyyy. 💃💃💃💃💃
PS. Nothing interesting to capture.

16 July 2014

Heavy winds.
I was alarmed by the strong winds due to Typhoon Glenda so basically I was already out of my bed at 4:00 am because I cannot go back to sleep. My parents were still sleeping and I was worrying that they will wake up to a roofless house. I cannot do anything though, so I just watch outside in our supposed to be garage how the typhoon express its deepest gratitude to ground objects. Fortunately, our 20 year old roof survived the calamity. It was really a relief, I thought it will be destroyed and literally blown away by the wind. After Glenda showed her air bending skills, she showed her water skills. The rain was not that strong but still, it was enough to make our canal overflow. My Parents woke up and I went back to bed, not to sleep but to worry about my girlfriend. I wanted to text her but no one here in our house has signal. I was really really worried and I hated how I can do nothing.
Because it was brownout, we have no internet connection. Also I’m almost dead batt right now. We are all waiting for the electricity to come back. While waiting, my Mom decided to prepare the Milkfish for dinner. Not a surprise for us Filipinos to have this since this is very affordable at this kind of times. Lol.
I hope everyone is safe and sound. We are great in surviving this kind of fortuitous events. Just smile at Glenda and say “You can never bring us down.” Lol, I can’t contain my Corny-ness. Ugh.
PS. I typed this at 6:03pm. And by the way, it’s 2:17 am right now and we just got electricity back.

15 July 2014

Glenda.
I expected heavy rains today because of the typhoon but I heard in the news that Glenda will hit Metro Manila not tonight but tomorrow morning so I will still have a peaceful night, ofcourse with the exception of the sound of loud raindrops and a little leak in my room. I woke up to a sunny morning feeling like a zombie that wanted to be bald. I was really irritated with the length of my hair but was too lazy to go to a barber shop. The morning was a bit busy because my brother called me and asked me to do so many things that include the exchange of our laptops. We exchanged for now because he needs a bigger one and I need a lighter one so we had no debates about that. When I got home, I needed to teach my Niece to draw because she was qualified to compete in a drawing contest in her school. I am not that good of an artist but I think if I give my ideas to her about the theme, it would give her bigger chance of winning, don’t laugh. We also had a general cleaning today, we tried to make the house look like a house and we almost did it.
Now I am eating these “tig-pipisong” junk foods. I was surprised to see this in the nearest retail store since If I’m not mistaken, the last time I ate this was way back elementary days (8yrs or so based on my computation). I bought it and it tastes the same, lmao ofcourse why would it change? We will have no classes until Thursday so yes thanks but! Everyone please keep safe and always be ready. So yeah. That’s my day. If you read up to this part, thank you! 🍻

14 July 2014
It was a simple day at school.
Quizzes, activities, recitations, lectures, lessons and hard sweating. I hate the fact that we do not have an air conditioned room. Well, my family is not that wealthy so obviously they can’t afford to enroll me at big universities. But don’t get me wrong, I am contented about what I have and what school they enrolled me, it was just that earlier, I felt like dying because of heat. As I said, it was a usual school day. Our B.A. Chairman already picked one of the three topics we proposed for our Feasibility study and the new topic is Shawarma…with a twist. Instead of Beef, we will put Balot. Yes, like wow. And he wanted us to make a sauce to counter the taste of balot. It doesn’t seem like a Shawarma but uhmm, no idea anymore.
After all classes were dismissed, me and my girlfriend were starving big time so we bought footlong at the nearest burger shop and ate it like a boss while walking at the center of the desert, in short, while we were on our way to Puregold. We were satisfied a bit then went home. Fortunately, they had a good dinner and we also had a good one so we grab the opportunity. And that’s pretty much what happened today. So lame. Sorry. 😭

It was a simple day at school.
Quizzes, activities, recitations, lectures, lessons and hard sweating. I hate the fact that we do not have an air conditioned room. Well, my family is not that wealthy so obviously they can’t afford to enroll me at big universities. But don’t get me wrong, I am contented about what I have and what school they enrolled me, it was just that earlier, I felt like dying because of heat. As I said, it was a usual school day. Our B.A. Chairman already picked one of the three topics we proposed for our Feasibility study and the new topic is Shawarma…with a twist. Instead of Beef, we will put Balot. Yes, like wow. And he wanted us to make a sauce to counter the taste of balot. It doesn’t seem like a Shawarma but uhmm, no idea anymore.
After all classes were dismissed, me and my girlfriend were starving big time so we bought footlong at the nearest burger shop and ate it like a boss while walking at the center of the desert, in short, while we were on our way to Puregold. We were satisfied a bit then went home. Fortunately, they had a good dinner and we also had a good one so we grab the opportunity. And that’s pretty much what happened today. So lame. Sorry. 😭

13 July 2014

The reason why I am not that active unlike before here in tumblr is because it is not the same anymore. How? Most people I follow here don’t even blog. They write the same as my friends in facebook and they just copy paste what is already on twitter. I don’t even know what’s the difference between the content of my dashboard and my timeline. I remember the day I first made a personal blog and followed all of you, it was so addicting because I get to know each one and I was really amazed by how incredible everyone writes and narrate a story. But now? I rarely see someone who does it anymore. It makes me sad that this blogging site is becoming so mainstream that people who are full of themselves start to dominate and people who actually blog are deactivating. This is not how I see Tumblr before.

12 July 2014
This is a photo from yesterday.
I was not able to blog last night because I was sick and me and my girlfriend had a little argument. We are okay now, we realized more how we love each other so much. I still feel sick and I really want to get well that is why I am going to make use of this day to rest then maybe tomorrow I will be doing what I should be doing. My girlfriend will go out early this afternoon to meet with her feasibility study mates and start something. Me and my group mates changed our topic, we are still waiting if it will be approved by our Area Chairman. I freaking hope so.
I will not be stressed out today. I will feel better. Let’s be positive. ☺

This is a photo from yesterday.
I was not able to blog last night because I was sick and me and my girlfriend had a little argument. We are okay now, we realized more how we love each other so much. I still feel sick and I really want to get well that is why I am going to make use of this day to rest then maybe tomorrow I will be doing what I should be doing. My girlfriend will go out early this afternoon to meet with her feasibility study mates and start something. Me and my group mates changed our topic, we are still waiting if it will be approved by our Area Chairman. I freaking hope so.
I will not be stressed out today. I will feel better. Let’s be positive. ☺

10 July 2014

thekleidoscope:

He’s sick but he still managed to wait for my class to end just for us to go home together. I hate it when he gets sick. I hate it when he tries to look okay when he’s not, because I could see the real him even when he doesn’t tell me the truth. I don’t know if it’s just me, but I do think he’s a very transparent kind of person. I can feel it when he’s being awkward, when he’s not in the mood, when he’s trying to make everything light and even when he forced to make himself happy just for people not to worry. My boyfriend is one among the people in this world who possesses great instincts. I don’t tell him some things, but I know that he’s fully aware of those. I couldn’t keep secrets from him as well because he’s not going to stop until every truth come out from my mouth. I just keep on loving and loving him throughout the times I could see how selfless he is. He’s very rational you wouldn’t try to talk. “He knows exactly what to do, whenever I’m alone with him.” “He’s not perfect, but I think he’s perfect for me.” I love him by smiling at me even when he feels so unwell inside. I can never do that, you know. I got the most unattractive side in times of sickness. But he is. He’s my one amazing man.

I wish you could get well soon baby. I wish you could transfer at least a bit of your pain to me. I just hate seeing you real sick. But as what we always say everytime we got a problem, our God is bigger than any kind of pain. Hugs for you tonight even when I’m not and I couldn’t be on your side. I love you and I want to take care of you.

😭😭😭 I love you baby.

Sick but happy.☺
I woke up feeling worse. Me and my mom argued about me going to school for B.A. Assembly. I won though. At the assembly, we welcomed all the freshmen and transferees. We also turned over our responsibilities and position to newly elected officers. Now, I’m not the Vice President of the society anymore. I admit I love to be called Vice President because it gives you a certain feeling that they respect you. Lol. Back to the assembly, I was supposed to host it but I backed out since I really was not feeling well. I enjoyed it though, the new officers were fun to watch, all audiences were participating and even the Professors were obviously having fun. After the assembly, me and my girlfriend went to Puregold to eat and spend time together. We ate Mango ice cream despite of my tonsillitis, cheese bites and the overcooked pork siomai. We saw our friend Inah and her boyfriend and they sat with us. That time, my head was about to collapse but instead of going home, I still sat-in in my girlfriend’s class. They had a quiz so the odds were in my favour since I needed to be quiet and I can barely speak. I love watching my girlfriend answering questions and writing answers. She was so serious that I wanted to pinch her cheeks and play with her hands, lol.
When we were about to go home, my Dad called asking me to go to my Lolo’s house to get something. I did. Now I’m home, just ate my dinner, drinking this avocado shake my Mom gave me, waiting for my baby to fix their wifi connection so we can communicate and preparing myself to make a progress report. I still feel sick, I want to sleep but I have responsibilities to fulfill as a student, as a son and as a boyfriend. Thanks for reading! 😘

9 July 2014
I got sick today.
My wisdom tooth is limiting my activities. Oh, my tonsillitis too. 😷 Well, I woke up at lunch time today, just in time to prepare for my first subject in school. I felt weird this morning, like something inside of me was about to shut down. I decided to fight my magnetic bed and start my day. I was not late in school. There was a bad news though, that our feasibility study topic is almost impossible since it was kind of complicated so me and my group mates decided to change our topic. I was glad our Professor still allowed us. At the third hour, I started feeling weak. I checked myself and I got a little fever. Since our Professor is so good at teaching, I can’t resist to cooperate while she’s discussing our topic. So instead of taking a rest at one side of the room, I have decided to listen and interact. Eating something was a struggle, I can’t chew solid foods and it sucks. Like you know, I love eating. Last subject, I was so tired and hungry and exhausted. The new Professor in Taxation seemed pretty fine. He has a habit of saying ‘guys’ at the beginning and ending of his sentences. My friend counted it, it was almost 400. It kind of bothered me, he has a nice way of explaining things. Just subtract the ‘guys’. Maybe he loves guys that much.  
When all classes were dismissed, me and my girlfriend went to eat something since we’re both dead hungry, lol. I ate Lugaw, she had french fries and we both shared tokneneng. So sweet right? Hihi. We just bonded there. She took care of me and I wanted to bring her home so I can hug her when I feel worse. She really gave me some energy, her presence makes me a little bit active. She’s my cure and I hope she’s here. After eating, we went home.
I’m at bed now, just took my medicines, feeling a little bit weird. I still have to go to school tomorrow for the BA Assembly, I don’t know if I can still host it. We’ll see though. Thanks for reading. 😘

Ps. Sorry for the photo, I haven’t captured anything today except that. Lol.

I got sick today.
My wisdom tooth is limiting my activities. Oh, my tonsillitis too. 😷 Well, I woke up at lunch time today, just in time to prepare for my first subject in school. I felt weird this morning, like something inside of me was about to shut down. I decided to fight my magnetic bed and start my day. I was not late in school. There was a bad news though, that our feasibility study topic is almost impossible since it was kind of complicated so me and my group mates decided to change our topic. I was glad our Professor still allowed us. At the third hour, I started feeling weak. I checked myself and I got a little fever. Since our Professor is so good at teaching, I can’t resist to cooperate while she’s discussing our topic. So instead of taking a rest at one side of the room, I have decided to listen and interact. Eating something was a struggle, I can’t chew solid foods and it sucks. Like you know, I love eating. Last subject, I was so tired and hungry and exhausted. The new Professor in Taxation seemed pretty fine. He has a habit of saying ‘guys’ at the beginning and ending of his sentences. My friend counted it, it was almost 400. It kind of bothered me, he has a nice way of explaining things. Just subtract the ‘guys’. Maybe he loves guys that much.
When all classes were dismissed, me and my girlfriend went to eat something since we’re both dead hungry, lol. I ate Lugaw, she had french fries and we both shared tokneneng. So sweet right? Hihi. We just bonded there. She took care of me and I wanted to bring her home so I can hug her when I feel worse. She really gave me some energy, her presence makes me a little bit active. She’s my cure and I hope she’s here. After eating, we went home.
I’m at bed now, just took my medicines, feeling a little bit weird. I still have to go to school tomorrow for the BA Assembly, I don’t know if I can still host it. We’ll see though. Thanks for reading. 😘

Ps. Sorry for the photo, I haven’t captured anything today except that. Lol.
 
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